haha...
so i am 19 years old now..
its pretty fast man..
I remembered my primary school days
playing all day long with my friends
we were so childish and have a lot of
dreams..
I remembered that my pri sch teacher
asked me to stand up and say what
we wanted to be when we grow up..
I said bugs buster... go around clearing bugs.
HAHaha. And now i am thinking of designing
things...
Secondary schools... met more friends..
experienced more things
witnessed more incidents
Attended funeral wakes and realised how
fragile humans are.
Witnessed those lonely old people, realised
how fortunate i am.
Looked at posters of illnesses and i'm so
afraid of them.
Read up on the different effects of illnesses
and the treatments required for each and i
know that it is really very frightening.
Now i am 19.. most of my friends around me
are going on 19.
19 is our last teenage year..
I noticed that i have been childish for 19 years.
I still talk like a kid now.
I looked back at those people in the past,
they were really more mature when they were
19 years old.. haha, don't know why..
So is this good or bad?
Will people see me as a kid?
or irresponsible, silly and lame?
I read about those proverbs from confucius
and some other people.
When i relate them together, i realised that
some sayings are contradicting one another.
