Thursday, February 22, 2007
Greetings...
I will blog my CNY stuffs next time..
DAmn it man...
I don't feel stress anymore!!
I don't care much about what other people think
anymore!!
Life is just an illusion only.
No matter what, life is just go on until one day
your life stops.
So i think its no point worrying about the things
around you.
If it can't be help then just don't bother about it,
but if it can be improved then do something.
I don't care because nobody cares.
today presentation..
3 mins... WHTAT THE FCUK . What shit can i say in 3mins
Only my lecturer and 4 more students listening to
me because one is the 2nd last, the rest are her
friends.
Everybody's presentation is good.
Mine is opening up my work and show my lecturer
and he will give some comments and that's all.
I waited from 3pm to 5.40pm+ and all i get is
3mins of my time.
Lucky i am working on my work.
So basically i go to school for 3 mins of showing my lecturer
what i have done and i can go.
Its funny if you respect everybody and listen to
their presentation and when its your turn,
you realised that 5% of the class are "coincidentally"
not yet leave the classmate and kindly listen
to what i want to say.
HAHAHA.
This world is rotten .
If not for some kind people around, i think we should
all die.
I sacrificed a lot and i don't care already.
I have to complete my work that i don't have
much time to spend with my friends to go
out or play.
I am not rich either, And please, go ahead and
call me stingy because i want to save a lot money
to print my work.
The printing is damn freaking expensive.
Go ahead and call me budget or cheapo or stingy
I only buy things that i really need man, so get lost
if you think what i am doing is wrong because it
is my life, you can choose not to interfere. : )
And everytime i can't go out and interact with my
friends, i feel down.
There will no doubt be a distance between us.
There will be a lot of things going on in their lives
that i dono..
so what they say i also dono
What they like i also dono.
I like to be closer to nature but who likes?
I don't want that to happen, but i am also worried
about my works.
I can't play games like my friends do, nor go shopping
often.
What can i do?, stay at home and do my freaking work.
GUYS, i have no life.... I am similar to playing Online games
all day long.
12:35 am
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Ahh.........
The presentation is finally over.
The next presentation is next wednesday
so i can relax a little bit now.
I can relax not for long because is either
i rush my project now or over the
the weekend which is Chinese New Year.
This is a seriously pain in the ass kind of
schedule.
What are they thinking?
How to celebrate CNY when we have to
present our design models immediately
after CNY?
I have to go to several places to print and
get the papaer i want and all these works
are going to take up a lot of time...!
WAh... SAD MAN!
It is always funny during my presentation.
I am always the last one so when it is my turn
to present, 90% of my classmates will start
to leave the room leaving only about a few
in the class.
So basically, i am presenting to my lecturer
and some friends.
The problem is that, i have shown my work to
the lecturer and friends during the consultation
and its like the same people.
This means that i am doing the same thing
in a different way.
I need comments from the rest but they
will not stay.
Well.. at least my lecturer did tell me how to
improve in my works after i shown him.
He keeps on looking at his watch and praising
me and i feel that he does not want me to ask
further Questions which will keep him back in class
longer..
Tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk..
but then he is very kind and friendly also..
Today is valentine's Day.. Wishing all the couples
in the world all the best and may they have a really
good time today..
Although everyday is a valentine's day for some,
but i don't think it will work.
I mean, everyday valentine's day..
I don't think humans have that much of a time
unless they have a very smooth life, good
and stable jobs, rich and no troubles.
Maybe make every one day in a week a valentine's day?
Happy valentine's day for the singles like me too!
I believe that we should enjoy our lives as a single
to the fullest.
I believe that there are a lot of things people cannot
do when they have a partner...
For example, spending a lot of time on the Career
going out and have fun with friends often...
Maybe i am not a good juggler of time and i am sure
that there are other people who can do a really good job
as young romantic partners.
7:53 am
Friday, February 09, 2007
haha...
so i am 19 years old now..
its pretty fast man..
I remembered my primary school days
playing all day long with my friends
we were so childish and have a lot of
dreams..
I remembered that my pri sch teacher
asked me to stand up and say what
we wanted to be when we grow up..
I said bugs buster... go around clearing bugs.
HAHaha. And now i am thinking of designing
things...
Secondary schools... met more friends..
experienced more things
witnessed more incidents
Attended funeral wakes and realised how
fragile humans are.
Witnessed those lonely old people, realised
how fortunate i am.
Looked at posters of illnesses and i'm so
afraid of them.
Read up on the different effects of illnesses
and the treatments required for each and i
know that it is really very frightening.
Now i am 19.. most of my friends around me
are going on 19.
19 is our last teenage year..
I noticed that i have been childish for 19 years.
I still talk like a kid now.
I looked back at those people in the past,
they were really more mature when they were
19 years old.. haha, don't know why..
So is this good or bad?
Will people see me as a kid?
or irresponsible, silly and lame?
I read about those proverbs from confucius
and some other people.
When i relate them together, i realised that
some sayings are contradicting one another.
11:11 pm
Sunday, February 04, 2007
10:46 am
Hey....... .... ..
Had a terrible Tuesday..
Had fever since monday..
My joints are damn painful and my
head is damn painful and hot.
I went to the Chinese Physician
and he told me that i may have
caught the dengue virus because
my symtoms are very similar to dengue
and that i have caught once before so
it is very important for me to take
a blood test which he does not have.
I went to Hougang Polyclinic from there and i tell you
I was really suffering like hell.
My whole body is in great pain, very tired and my head
was hot. That time i felt like giving up and call the ambulance
but i chose to endure in pain.
Crossing the road was dangerous for me because i could not
concentrate on the cars near-by.
Reached the Polyclinic, i waited for a long time for my turn
to consult the doctor. I could not sit still because my joint is
painful so i have to either sleep or move to distribute the pain
across my other parts.
I asked the doctor if he could give me an injection for my fever
and pain to subside because i didn't want to continue bearing the
pain. He said no need, but need some medicine.
He asked me to go back if there is any rashes on my body, or else
he assume that i was having a common flu.
FORTUNATELY.. i didn't get dengue.
I felt alright by Wednesday..
Maybe the virus was a weak one or my immune system
is getting better.
10:14 am
