life has been harsh for me these days.
My time is fully booked for project and
project meetings.
I think because of this tight schedule,
i also cannot go out with friends.
I am slow... damn slow... in doing my works.
I want my work to look the way i like it,
so i keep on working on it.
But who's there beside me giving me all
the support?
Different timing....
the students in my class have different schedule
so don't really have the chance to meet up
except in class.
Some have lessons afterwards...
so i have to spend my reccess alone..
This feeling is damn disturbing and i am
not going to have lunch in TP alone.
So i sometimes walked faster and went outside
hawker centre to eat.
I believe that most people are not
interested in my life.
They have their own but that is fine with me.
I enjoy telling people inspirational stories, but
it makes most people want to sleep.
I want to talk about philosophy thing, but people
said that i think too much.
If people need help, i try to help.
I don't help because i want them to help me back.
I help them so that i feel useful to people,
but i don't help everybody.
At around 8.45pm as i was on my way home
from school, i have to cross a traffic light near my house.
This cat was surprised by my pressence and decided
to dash across the street.
The car almost killed it.
If it got run down by car, i don't think i can sleep tonight.
