life stretches far.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

life has been harsh for me these days.
My time is fully booked for project and
project meetings.
I think because of this tight schedule,
i also cannot go out with friends.
I am slow... damn slow... in doing my works.
I want my work to look the way i like it,
so i keep on working on it.
But who's there beside me giving me all
the support?
Different timing....
the students in my class have different schedule
so don't really have the chance to meet up
except in class.
Some have lessons afterwards...
so i have to spend my reccess alone..
This feeling is damn disturbing and i am
not going to have lunch in TP alone.
So i sometimes walked faster and went outside
hawker centre to eat.

I believe that most people are not
interested in my life.
They have their own but that is fine with me.
I enjoy telling people inspirational stories, but
it makes most people want to sleep.
I want to talk about philosophy thing, but people
said that i think too much.
If people need help, i try to help.
I don't help because i want them to help me back.
I help them so that i feel useful to people,
but i don't help everybody.

At around 8.45pm as i was on my way home
from school, i have to cross a traffic light near my house.
This cat was surprised by my pressence and decided
to dash across the street.
The car almost killed it.
If it got run down by car, i don't think i can sleep tonight.

Q life is a long stretch of road
1:42 am

Monday, January 22, 2007

yo...
I don't know is i having too much stress or what until
i had a lot of weird and slightly frigthening dreams for
the past few days.

Last wednesday night i dreamt about my friends
and i having a normal days except that we realised
the world is going to end in 10 days later.
We were like trying to do as much things we like
as possible and some of us started crying.
I also realised that i have work so hard for the
past few years so nothing because the world is
ending soon. Everything will be lost by then.

Last thursday night, i dreamt about me with
only 1 leg then i was trying to walk past a hawket centre
to see my hospitalised friend, i forgot who. The floor
started tilting here and there then i could not balance
myself. I accidentally stepped on some oily stuffs and
i slipped and fell down. I sensed that my feet accidentally
brushed across something weird like some rubbish.
I immediately woke up and i looked at the time, it was
around 4am. I went to kitchen to have a drink and
on my way back i noticed a small black oval shape thing
on the floor. Oh gosh... It is a female cockroach.
SO my dream is rather real and my instinct alerted me
to wake up to do something while i was sleeping.
LOL.. sometimes we should use our instinct because
its rather accurate. oh by the way, the cockroach can
fly so its a female.

ok.. i shall get back to do my calender, see ya.

Q life is a long stretch of road
12:00 am

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Alright Zhiwen. If i know how to add a forum kind of thing in
my blog, i will do it. In case there are people like you who would
want to give a very long constructive comment to my post.

WAh... hahahah.. I really learn a lot of things from my friends
today. They shared with me a lot of their thoughts although some
times their thinking clashed with my thinking but i think it
is alright. I prefer to have constructive arguements whereby
each of us makes our stand and share our thoughts reinforced
by our experience and facts we know. One thing important when
having an arguement is to have respect. Listen to what other people
have to say before you say something, and make sure the things
you are going to say is factual, constructive and not craps

Arguements allow us to look at things in a different way.
Although we think we are right, but sometimes, we think
we are right eventhough we are wrong.
We won't know.. and if nobody points out our mistake
then we will never learn.
sometimes, there may not be any right or wrong answer
but still, you learn something.
Always respect other's opinion and point of view, because
not everything has a definite right or wrong.

I know a lot of people know about the stuffs above,
but i am still writing it down because i want to remind
myself of that. I will still crap, joke or play around but i
make sure that i will still have some rooms for
this kind of arguements, if someone else wants to talk
in this kind of serious manner that is.

THERE IS NO RGHT OR WRONG !

Q life is a long stretch of road
9:57 pm

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Ah... has a quite a while ever since i have last posted

here.

I have 2 modules for this block(month).

The first lesson starts at 9am and ends at 12 and the

other lesson starts at 3pm and ends at 6pm.

I really don't like this kind of timing because i always

reach home feeling tired and am reluctant to do my work.

The same routine for every weekdays.

I have a lot of works to do like writing 2K essay on

design idea and making a calender using illustrator for

Digital Essentials.

I must say that pretty like Digital Essentials and Communicating

Design Ideas because i get to learn more about illustrator through

the formal and how to express my idea through the latter.

I don't really have much time to meet up with my friends

except for saturday.

Especially friday...I reach home late and i have to rush my work

just in case i could not finish by next monday.

I quite understand what they mean by moving too fast

in life and having no time to appreciate the beautiful things

around. The design school system has really contribute to

the drifting of our friends. As you can see, we change our classes

every month and if we have a bunch of good friends, we won't

know when's the next time we get into a same class.

Fortunately, i have managed to find some, a close group,

whom i can talk to openly and not being afraid of being

judged. I am too, glad that i still keep in contact with my secondary

friends because i have known they for so long and am close

to them. Thanks friends.

I had an individual presentation last friday and i know

very well that it sucks, however, i did smile by the end of

the day. Why? Its because i realised that i am less nervous

when i stand infront of the class. When i went to the front,

its like i was possessed and suddenly i had a lot of things to

talk about, things outside of my prepared script. By then,

i know that my presentation skill has improved.

Q life is a long stretch of road
9:09 am

Monday, January 01, 2007

I had a wonderful christmas eve last year.
On the christmas eve, my friend derrick invited
me on board a ship for a christmas gathering.
Although i didn't know anyone there except
for him and his family members,
I had a wonderful hard-to-get experience.
It's very difficult to have the buffet on board
on ship because i always feel like vomitting,
so we have to wait until the ship gets closer
to shore where the water is calmer.
It was raining heavily that night and the wind
strong shaking the ship hard.
His family drove me home at night.
His family is so close and enthusiastic, having
some much things to talk about.
How i wish that my family and i can go out together.

My christmas day is equally as good because my friends
invited me to my teacher's house for a gathering.
The christian friends of my teacher came over
for carolling and that is the first time i experienced
the joy of carroling.
After which is a mini quiz, but i was unable
to answer most of them because most
of the questions are taken from the bible.
I played a surprising exciting PS2 game with
prilala and omg.. i was thrashed badly.
Despite how much effort i put in, i could not
get near to her score.. LOL.
Soon, the house was filled with people
and some guys accidentally broke my teacher's bed.
WOW....

Q life is a long stretch of road
7:50 pm