Today is my gaming spree.....
I played Diablo LOD from 11am - 3pm
slept until 5pm and played dota until 7.
Ya i know... i have wasted a day of my life
doing something which has nothing to do
with my future. I can't turn back time
nor can i do something to compensate it.
hahaha. im laughing at myself now.
I just watched a nice chinese show name,
"deng dai you qing tian"
Its very inspiring...
I know its going to be boring when i start
writing the summary of the show but then,
its for me to write and remember it.
Its about a girl who lives by herself.
She has never seen her father and her
mother has been going in and out of jail.
She has decided to live on her own because
he uncle and auntie refuses to take her in
lest that she may have inherit her mum's
genes of lousy attitude.
She is sitting for O level but then she has to
work part-time in a stationary shop too.
Due to the financial constrain, she has to
save every single money to pay for her
polytechnic school fees.
She goes for a few days without food and
as a result of that, her stomach starts having
problems.
She lives in an empty house, doing her chores
and studying herself.
She cannot afford to go out with her friends.
That story just makes me feel more guilty.
I have a com, a beautiful fish, electricity,
money, friends, education, books, shelter
and many many more.
I'm suddenly reminded of the things around me.
I'm glad, really glad.
I don't need a very big house, cars, money
girlfriend, popularity or a land to be happy.
(if i have then i will be happier but not for long)
I have lowered my expectation in life.
I know people will say that being complacent is
bad... but i am not.
I am just easy to be happy but i will still work hard.
So.... please remember to count your blessings.
Take a small bit of your busy schedule and look around
tell youself.
" I have this, i have that. There are more kind hearted
people than evil hearted ones in my life."
I tell you.
Singapore is really a very good country.
Take a look at the people in other countries.
Lets focus on chinese.
No country is perfect in this world.
you think US is good? you check its defend budget..
terrorist here and there...
ok..
to be continued...
