Monday, September 18, 2006

The ordeal of my feet.
My feet is in a bad shape.
The nurse applied liquid nitrogen onto some parts of my feet and it is very very pain.
Believe it or not.
I have experienced frost bite.
I was told that the Liquid Nitrogen is
- 192 degree celcius.
I think that white angel
sprayed onto an area of my
feet for too long....
Frost bite causes big blisters.

That nurse...must have thought that
i didnt scream means that
she can spray without mercy...
LOL. she REALLY has faith in me.
Those areas have already being swollen from the previous consultation.
And now she spray that particular area
for more than 8secs!!
The pain is excruciating man!
What's worse is that, the pain is there for the rest of the day.
I didnt know why....
It seems that the red area is constantly in pain.
I have to limped all the way from the
National Skin Centre until home.
The pain is there. Similar to a thick needle poking my feet every seconds.
Its super far man..
wth... Enduring that stupid painful feet onto the bus.
People gave me those face as though i am an alien.
I'm going to shout if anyone steps
on my already painful feet.
Pain while im playing games.
Pain while im eating.
Pain every seconds
Driving me crazy.
Pain throughout the night.
I could not sleep well.
Realised that the red area has turned into a big blister.
The feeling is then similar to your blister
being knocked every seconds.
Could not sleep well that night.
The pain must be stop....
I dont mind tolerateing extreme pain for a while.
But pain for hours and hours is crazy.
So i sat down, lit the candle.
Burn the needle.
Let it cool.
Poke that bloody blister.
Not that painful.
Then used the scissors... sterilized by anti septic
to cut open the blister and drop anti septic solution into it.
Very painful...but at least
i don have to tolerate the pain for hours.
And i wish that blood will flow out and clog.
too bad its pus that flows out.
And it keeps flowing out!!
If i didnt poke that hole for the pus to flow out.
my blister only gets bigger
Cant find that damn bandage so have to use the plaster.
Lets pray for me that the wound will not get infectious.
I couldnt play soccer nor ride bicycle the next day.
Can't even walk properly...go out.. sure suffer...
I dono why i'm so suay to get this kind of thing.
That time i got Dengue Fever and i was so lonely there.
Maybe those are tests for my tolerance?
Yes.. i am hardy.
Bring it on.

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